We all talk about how crazy our lives are. We all can't wait to get a break from the kids sometimes.
I am no different. I was super excited that Lael was going to her MaMa's for a few days.
And then those few days came. And I got lost.
No one to cook for. No one to tickle. No one to kiss my belly and tell it crazy stories.
No one to sneak in my bed. No one to snuggle with.
I quickly forget how my life has tranformed to form around this little girl.
I came home from work yesterday and watched tv in my bed all night. Don't get me wrong, there are tons of things that "need" to be done around here.
I just couldn't. Without Nick in th background or my little helper around to help put dishes away, I had no desire.
Damn I love this kid. Sometimes I'm afraid I love her too much. Just wait until Bubby gets here. I'm gonna be a mess!
My kids are my life. I do adore hubby, that's no question, but my kids keep me going.
I would be lost without them. I would be lost without her.
letting go of perfect
1 hour ago